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One person's holidays

I have closed my Facebook for more than a week .
It's too sad because nobody even realised that and asked me why .
Yar , maybe no one will cares about or not accustomed to about my disappear .
Never mind , cheer up Alexis ! :)

Have you ever tried to call yourselves when you feel upset ?
There is nobody to be your listener and you have to console yourselves .
I've done it before .
This is a very irony thing when you talk to others say that you have a lot of friends .
Hey , face it , you're just alone .
This world is also full of hypocritical person .

Remember , no one will really cares about you , except your family .


They sms me today , the first time in the holidays .
Well , nothing to be happy .
When something happens they only think of me .
I have used to .

Tomorrow is the announcement of PMR result and UEC result .
God bless me please ! :-S

The day back to school ,
no need to be too happy by saying about finally  meet friends .
They just care about your results and keep asking what's the grade you get ,
nobody will cares about how's your holidays , and how are you .
No one will so .

This is one person's holidays .

:')













However I'm luckily because I still have little chick .

 ;)
























I always hope that you're a real person ,
but you're not , and it won't be happened .

121212 ♥

我的2012.12.12
不是特别的一天,
就只是从台湾回来
可是 我是快乐的。





在离开了那棵树
我才发现 原来森林是那么地大
这世界是那么地大。


我快乐,我自由,我轻松。
我也不用再为了谁让自己不快乐。





我不再主动了,
即使那个人我是不是真的喜欢。


因为当一个人主动久了,
会很累。










飞机起飞了
去了香港 再去台湾


第一次
我跟妈妈两个人出国
哈哈
我们是成功的背包客! 
:D



出去玩的几天
天气多数不好, 都下起棉雨


走太多了吧
膝盖又开始痛了
一跛一跛地走
感觉很怪
哈哈



旅游的目的
其实是去台湾找姐姐
那几天跟姐姐相处的很开心

离别的时候,
妈妈和姐姐都哭了
那种场面很心酸。



也许大家都以为
出国留学是一件非常酷的事
可是
不要忘了

哪里都不会比家里温暖。



这次去台湾
找了很多朋友

有一个是芙中以前的学哥
可是他说要帮他保密= =
所以也不透露他是谁了
哈哈
非常感谢他第一天晚上带我们去玩
还有谢谢他的小叮铛电风扇 !
:)



郭儀傑大佬
哈哈
很可惜沒跟你合照

绿盖我还真是第一次喝
有点咸 不过喝喝下还开始有感觉了说
:D

谢谢你那杯超级无敌大杯的绿盖
喝到我很撑
还一直要找厕所
@@

一样的电话 
一样海绵宝宝的套子
看到真感动
哈哈



其实最期待,最高兴的是
能见到明道的朋友
哈哈
之前惜别晚会还害怕说不知道几时能再相聚
没想到那么快就见面了

庭屏,奕帆,政叡,靖唐,凯钧,義翔
超感谢你们腾出时间出来见我
晚餐很棒

生日歌唱的真冷
也许你们害羞吧
哈哈
可是奕帆和靖唐的庆生会还算成功

桌号98
艾伦你谁
5份面包块
... ...
搞笑的回忆真难忘
哈哈
:P

没一起逛逢甲夜市真的很可惜
不过一起等车的情景历历在目

明年一定还要约出来玩哦 !




回到家了
哈哈
闷闷地假期生活又要开始了
每一天都要加油!




我这一次的旅行有衰收尾
电话耳机和MP3好像都留在内湾火车站

感觉每一次去台湾都会遗漏东西

:'(










圣诞节快到了!! :D











绿盖回忆! ^^











我好想你们 :(








谢谢妈妈和姐姐的陪伴! :)


















我的2012.12.12
虽然平凡,但很快乐。






我很喜欢现在的生活




因为







我是我自己。








:D

Back to December ;D

How time flies ,
after a year , we back to December again . ;)
Now is Christmas month .
Hope that all my wishes come true . :)

Hmm , two days already ,

I have kept my promise that I won't take the initiative to find you anymore .
How are you ?
When I  miss you , can you feeling it ?
I don't think so . 
:(





DECEMBER


Isn't really the end of the world is in the 21st of  December 2012 ?


If the prophecy is true , 

I think a lot of people will get a text message to their lover by saying " I Love You " .
Haha , agree ?

However , it wouldn't be me .

Because I have told you before , right ?
And you didn't give me any respond .

When the end of the world is coming , 

I think I'll have a feast .
Haha , this is the best suggest for me . 





Don't trust too much .
Don't love too much .
Don't hope too much
Because that too much , can HURT too much .


:(















♥  Life would be so much simpler if I didn't care so much .




















You are the only reason I check my phone every 5 minutes .
Just to see if I've a new message , even when I don't  .






















.





Hello December ! :D

It's hard to say Goodbye

It's hard to say goodbye , especially with the one you love .
I'm in bad mood since yesterday , after the chat with you .
Is that the way you treat me ?
I've told you all about my feelings  , and why you just answered me
" Yes ,  I have known . It's fine  .  Sleep earlier . Goodnight . "
Why ?

Can you let me know what are you thinking about ?
Can you just rejected me or something else ?
Can you don't keep your feelings inside ?
Can you let me know more about you ?
Can you ... ... ?

You're right . The third person is you . However , I've no qualified to say that I'm really in love with you .  The most thing I can sure is , you are the most important person for me . You can't leave from my life and I'm too dependent on you for three years . I’m used to you by my side . When I'm in hurt , you are the only one I can talk to . Maybe , I just wanna keep maintaining our relationship like now . I also don't hope that next time when I'm lovelorn , you are not the one who accompany me . I'm afraid to lose you . You have your own life and you have the girl you love , this is why I'm always want to occupy you , very sorry about this . I really don't want to lose you . I know that if you are in love with other girl , I will naturally be ignored by you , our relationship even start distant . I know that feeling , just like last time me and Jack . I'm afraid that would be the fact . I'm sorry , I'm really selfish . I just want to remain our relationship like this , but I'm afraid to lose you . You are special to me , when you beside me , I feel warm . This holiday , I wouldn't disturb you anymore . I hope you'd be all right .














You are my best partner , my best friend .











Forever .












It wouldn't change .





















:')







You won't ever know , sometimes your unintentional words made me feel sad .























I hate saying goodbye with you .












And ,












It's too sad for me to say goodbye with you .





















 Sometimes, friendship is complicated.
























What's my stupid feeling ?

Why do i feel down all the time?
Why do i always feel bad?
Why do i feel down for no reason?

Why ?

I've been being in moody state for the whole day .
And , I'm feeling confused that what I want ?







I hate holidays ,
I hate always stay at home ,
I hate living in boring life . 














You should know ,
what I'm speaking to you !
You should know that what I want to tell you !
You should know !
And why you kept asking me "what" ?!
Are you a guy ?
Or , 
you are not really want to know what I want to tell you ?
Disappointed to see a person like this .



:(














Every night  before I went to sleep ,
I used to pray that I wouldn't wake up in the morning and there is no one would miss me .
It's so sad that no one aware for your disappearance .






















If I didn't find you ,
you will not take the initiative to find me ?
Aren't you ?


























Yes , I really love you .




















And ,
I‘m afraid to lose you .

A Thousand Years ♥

Today hang out with my sisters and my "boy"  :-P
I miss him so much ! Haha , well , he is not my boy , just joking :-S
We have watched the Twilight Saga , Breaking Dawn part 2 .
Awesome ! This movie damn nice !
It's really an amazing movie .
I thought I will cry in the last part of this movie , but no .
During the last part with the song " A Thousand Years " ,
I immediately felt so touching...
Such a beautiful song and how it takes back to all the experienced things about Bella and Edward .
I love Twilight so much 
Hmm ... ...
It's so sad that Twilight is over :(



♥ Taylor Daniel Lautner 

Yes , I have been waiting for long time .
He is the man I waiting for , haha 
He is my man , my dream man . :D
I love him so much 
Like little chick said ,
He has PERFECT BODY
He has PERFECT FACE
He has PERFECT PERSONALITY
He is PERFECT in EVERYTHINGS !
So SEXY he is ! 
:D

Haha , actually
I think I‘m just falling in love with the role he act
Jacob Black 
I love this role so much !
Especially his sense of responsibility by protecting Bella and her family .

I love his voice too ;D
His voice so soft and made me feel so warm and full of secure .

Jake ,
Jacob's shortening name .
It reminds me of him .
My friend , yes , he is just my friend ... ...
Their name have same pronunciation , 
but , different spelling .
They have similarly skin colour ,
but , they are just different people ,
different character .

Hmm... ...
Where is my " Jacob " ?
Where is my " Jacob " that always beside me and accompany me , even protect me unconditional ?
Haha , I'm still waiting for your appearance .

But , in my mind
I know 
someone that beside me
is really like " Jacob "
like my dream man . :-P

I love the werewolf
I love Jacob 
And
I love you :)

Hey ,
I'm waiting for you
I just like to be with you
for
A Thousands Years ,
A Thousands more .









The day we met
Frozen I held my breath 
Right from the start
I knew it I found a home for my
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more .





















Imprinting on someone is like, when you see her... Everything changes. All of a sudden, it's not gravity holding you to the planet. It's her. Nothing else matters. ♥











 You need to know that I'm in love with you, and I want you to choose me instead of him . 


















Oww , my gosh !
I think I'm totally crazy in love with the Twilight Saga 

















It's so cool that falling in love with Taylor Lautner  







































I love my sisters so much ♥










只能这样

有些事 来得太突然谁也无法接受... ...

我知道 说出来后的结果

就算脸皮再怎么厚
也无法承受那种尴尬的感觉

好兄弟啊
是的 那只是你的好朋友
不要发梦了啦 面对事实吧

我什么都不会
就会吹牛 说不切实际的话
不像你 那么会读书
喜欢的她 也是斯文文静

我不是。



我尽量了,
不乱发脾气
斯文一点
不要想太多

都答应你了。


可是很难实践... ...


我不要你拒绝我
因为那会很伤
我知道你也不会直接拒绝我
因为我们是朋友
很好的朋友。

是的
我开玩笑罢了

有些事
心里知道就好了

哈哈大笑
只是不想让你避开我
就这样而已

其实
我不是真的那么开得开。













不要总是说我想太多、想太多
她们若没有做出让我质疑的事
我会想多吗?











是的
我是真的喜欢上你了
我昨天跟你讲的都是真的
是你,就是你啊
我也会害怕你被人抢去




我来不及承认关于你的一切
因为当我发现我喜欢你后
已经太迟了... ...



你喜欢的是她。





而我
只能这样。

I'm back

好久好久没有更新部落了
可能那一阵子 不需要部落这个依靠吧

我 又回到一个人的生活了
可是这次 我没有哭 因为是我自己决定的

时间改变了很多很多
而我们想依靠的对方也不再是彼此
人生就是这样啊

世界上有很多重来的例子
可是它不配发生在我身上

那安静的日子又回来了








一杯咖啡
放久了就会变质
既然变质了
捉着不放 又何必呢 ?

















有没有觉得可悲
在你消失的时候
竟然没有人发现你的不存在
那种心情 比失恋还痛苦

当喜欢的人已经有了喜欢的人
你还执着什么呢?

当你的喜悦找不到人一起分享的时候
它已经变成了悲哀